I am an older guy with too much time on my hands due to a plethora of medical stumbling blocks which keep me from working and on disability without pay, keeps my wife suffering as a sales clerk at Sears, and keeps us, broke. When I get over these ailments, I can at least take care of the time problem, and I hope, the “broke” problem. My family is by far the most important part of life for me; they have literally carried me through years of difficulties which came "out of the blue" and ruined all the plans I had made to "conquer the world", or at least, do a little creative work in my profession. But, to have a lovely wife and five children who exceed my expectations is more than I could have ever hoped for, so I am as grateful as I know how to be. In fact, this whole experience has left me feeling more happy and "content" than I have ever been, though I also seem to have acquired a zeal to get back into the race and finish work I was doing when I became ill.